Saturday, January 10, 2004
.wasting life.
have been wasting my life away these 2 days. i have been sleeping and so unaware of the world for the past 2 days. going out on a Saturday has become more of a chore. army life just suxs. friendster is so damn laggy. i seriously feel if i remain to stay choosy over tuition assignments, i will never get ONE eventually. i want my car ! i will not club for the next 2 weeks. Tomorrow will sux bad since i will be on stand-by.
suddenly pondered upon stuff i should have forgotten long ago. why must human change? why must life be such a bitch at times. why will one only start blaming oneself only after some bad things happened? regrets and hatred are useless. it will not change anything. i feel like revamping my room. i wanna clear what is supposed to be gone.
still remember the days in sec school when i used to leave stupid and meaningless messages in my friend's voicemail. come to think of it, it used to be a trend! talking to a voicemail actually seem quite dumb if u think of it now, but these dumb things are the one which are really memorable, really unforgettable.
floated away at
5:50 PM