Wednesday, January 14, 2004
.mission failed.
i tried changing my blog template, but i long forgot all the html commands. perhaps i am just plain lazy. wonder why my mind keep going back to the past these few days. i remember the days when we were so happy. i begin wandering about the past . people talk about you and i wonder why i am still curious. i can't be bothered to throw away anything that is still in my drawer. i hate your changes. i start pondering why this actually happens. is being alone really so great or is it just self-denial? i miss hugging people. i miss holding hands. i do miss those honeyed messages which have stop visiting my inbox for months. i hate your friendliness . we will never be together anymore. a promise i made to myself.
floated away at
10:40 PM
