my job is getting very tiring. i walk to camp every morning feeling so lethargic, so listless and step home every evening feeling so dead, so exhausted. i am puzzled myself too, when my job scope doesn't actually demand much in physical form. i guess it must be the boredom of it. there is no thrill, no changes, no challenges. monotonous is the word. just admit it, i am leading a very dead life.
BUT i can always change it. i can always visit the gym, read books, prepare for university, attend seminars, invest stocks, train for swimming, or even attend night courses. yes, i can, but as i said earlier, i am so dead, so exhausted after a day's work. fortunately i have a student for me to pass my excess free time faster.
mentioning my student, ah, i actually forgot ALL insects have 6 legs, and they have 3 different parts known as the head, thorax and abdomen. i bet many of u can't remember this either. i better brush up my Science before i start losing my only student. ha.
yesterday, i was thinking i am seriously quite blessed. i have a friend who sent me a box of my favourite biscuits by post as christmas gift even though he sees me almost everyday. i have a friend who message me everyday offering me a ride to camp and NEVER complains even though he usually has to wait for me. i have a colleague who bought me a drink without me asking when i was busy doing my work. i have friends who never fail to count me in for every outings they have. i have friends who realise my absence in an important event. i am seriously grateful, seriously blessed, seriously touched to have friends like them. i can't imagine how my life will be without these important people who never fails to brighten up my day. =) seriously can't. simple things like these can really brighten up one's life. i am surrounded by such kind souls around, but i often ask myself, am i such a nice chap to them too? i bet no. i need to improve myself. i wanna make a better friend to the rest, someone whom they can trust and rely on.
