everyone is pushing me so hard. why can't people see i am working . why can't people sense the stress i am facing right now. everyone thought i am so fortunate, so well-off, so relaxed. yes, they can think what they want. how i hope there is someone here who can share my problems with me. how i wish i didn't make this dreadful decision. i seriously hate this. today isn't my day. i spent my whole day slacking, like a useless piece of shit. say what integrity, we worked so late yet nobody bothers to wait for us. fuck them. they just want to go home. i feel like shit now. don't ask me why.
