i have decided. i just saw my tummy. this shouldn't be happening. say me vain or watsoever. i am determined this time. i want to slim down. i want to have 6 pec. i wan to be lean. to those who are laughing at me right now, i am not william hung. i am sure of myself. i don't sing "she bangs" when i know i can't. i want 6 pec. i want a lean body. i want bigger arm. i know i sound himbolic. but yes, i am a little crazy right now.