Thursday, February 12, 2004 .can't get it out of my mind.
not in the best of mood these few days. i am troubled over the same old thing. i know i shouldn't be brooding over it. argh. just can't get it out of my mind. it has been long since i last experience tremedous stress. sometimes i think the winners are the people around me. they enjoy what i get, yet they don't need to give anything up. so fortunate. its all too late. anyway i am the one giving myself so much stress. i just feel its incumbent upon me to do so since i have accepted the deal. somehow i feel this will continue to create further unhappiness. its sad. when stress overweighs excitement.
i know i am lamenting. or whining. or regretting. i don't know. like i say. i am a whimsical soul. i can't even understand myself. i suddenly miss jc days. i miss my friends. i miss my school. i miss econs. i miss maths. i miss the environment. i wanna go back..
i wanna go back..
