if anyone realise, today is friday the 13rd. i have counted. there are 2 such days this year. people say it is an unlucky day, but to me, it seems like any other day to me. i guess its just another myth. valentine is just tomorrow. i don't miss anyone. i am not saddened. instead, i am relieved. i feel free. i know you are no longer in my heart. i no longer need you to be around on this day. you never were around anyway. friends have been asking me out tomorrow, but i have to admit, i am not at all keen. perhaps i am jealous of those who are attached. perhaps i know i will just be laughing at those silly guys who bought roses for their girlfriends. perhaps i just wanna save more money.
anyway, let talk about some happier stuff. i have a piece of good news. i got selected to be in my formation swimming team. so excited. i know competition is damn tough, since all the very good swimmers will be competing against each other, but i feel honoured to be part of the team. and yes, this makes my whole army life so less boring. but then again, my boss complained to be just now that i have too many sports committment. he asked me to prioritize my work. and he is barring me from going waterpolo training during may. damn it. yea yea, as if i am not doing any work. fuck off if u can't swim. why stop me ? ha, i am smug ya? lol. just for fun.