spent my vday yesterday with someone whom i haven't been meeting up for ages. so comforting. so enjoyable. at least i don't feel restricted with that someone around. i wonder why. so long since we last met. but i don't feel any awkwardness. any uncomfortness. any hypocrisy. ha. old friends.
wanted to party yesterday. but thanks to them. i didn't . i wonder why clubbing seems so appealing to me now. i love dancing though i can't dance. i love the crowd though i hate squeezing with them. i love the atmosphere though i hate the smoke. lol. contradicting? whatever. but last night. i led a healthy lifestyle at the cinema watching gothika with 1 scardey-cat, and my "brothers". more thrilling, rather than horrifying. good show.
so basically, my vday is being spent with these people. quite memorable. i will try to remember this date as long as i can. as for her, perhaps i do feel something for her being attached so soon. but its definitely not depression. argh. she somehow suxs. my friends think i am bitter. i think i am the winner. at least i am not tied down at the moment. at least i have the freedom to breathe without anyone's control. stop giving me crap. love turns hatred. ha. i LOVE singlehood.
