i thought my army life is boring. i thought i have the least wanted job. i thought my posting just doesn't justify me for working so hard when i was on course. however, i keep telling myself, consoling myself how fortunate i am. how i can book out everyday. how i can escape so many responsibilities most sergeants should get. how i can get to pursue swimming in army. how many extras i might get if i am in ops company. how i earn extra money by tuition cause i have so much freetime. how i can attend lifeguard course because i am posted to headquarters. how i get a car just because i stay out. how much freedom i have during working hours. and more. of course, i get less sense of achievement. less excitement. less pride. less money.
however, there is always a reason behind my posting. i don't wish to lament or complain. i love the benefits i have right now. sometimes, most of the time actually, i get extremely dirty when i am doing servicing for my vehicles, all the benefits just weigh downs the sufferings i have. lol. i have learnt to open up. to be contented with what i have. this makes me a much more happier person.
heading down to sentosa tomorrow. yes. i am gonna be BLACK again.
