my eyes are so sore. actually its not sore. its just red. its just irritating. i can't really open my eyes to see this wonderful world. At that very instance, i thought i am going blind. how pathetic it is if i become blind. i can't drive. i can't see my wonderful family and friends. i can't swim. er i can, but i will bang my heads on the walls till i die. ha. i can't see pretty babes. i can't see myself. i can't watch movies. argh. i just can't do soOo many things. i feel as if i am dead. how can one live without a pair of eyes? but its proven. blind people still make a living. they still try to live like a normal person. their will are just so strong. compared to them, i feel i am so inferior, so weak. thanks god i am not blind, yet. (touch wood)
went swimming today again. i haven't been in camp yet. i think i will feel better ignoring how people is going see me. contemplating if i should go back tomorrow.
anyway, my brother was telling me his very bright idea just now. he was suggesting whether organising bashes will be profitable for the organisers. i think it is. for the publicity, i believe frequent clubbers will somehow find out by accident and help spreading it to their peers. erm. good idea yea?
