i don't think raking up past memories makes any difference to the life i am in now. i definitely felt better that night, sorting things out and expressing all the anger accumulated. i know its a little pointless but it helps. everything that happens seems like a misunderstanding after the clarification. things could have NOT happened, but it still did. i think its more of a fate, or just to make each other feel a little better. i never regret my approach that day. its not nice to regret la. too late anyway. i rather have my current lifestyle.
quite a boring week this week. i bought 4D. i feel 4D, toto, big sweep are just some scams. i don't believe you ever gain unless u are so god darn lucky. but if someone wins, they will definitely buy again and end up losing all those winnings. its addictive. its deleterious for health. but too bad, i seem addicted and have lost a few dollars already. i think about... 10 movie tickets? lol. IF i win this week, i am gonna stop. i promise. lol
