its amazing how some people can give so much without expecting any rewards or repayments, how someone can get so happy over a simple little compliment, how close you feel for that person although contact is minimal, and how someone can be such a failure/loser. there are too many, much i shall say, things that is so cryptic and convoluted.
i am learning to be a better person. to give and don't expect repayments. to have more patience. to know how to share my joy with others. to stop being imperious and suspicious. to quit saying stuff that hurt people. to do my job with more assiduous attention, and to stop being so obdurate.
i mean what i say. i will try.
