1 month ago, i recalled lamenting about how hard it is to get tuition assignments. i remember how stressed i feel for letting down my promise. now, i am busy with tuition assignments from monday to thursday, and SATURDAY. how precious, yet i used the day for tuition. a few hours ago, i was again flipping through my secondary 3 maths textbook, and tried recalling so many formulaes. i feel like a student again. practising countless questions as if i am preparing for my o levels. yea i miss those days. my friend asked me : " what for work so hard just to earn money? " then i was puzzed and replied : " if you don't work hard, how to earn money in this competitive world? i don't believe in easy money, though i feel giving tuition is one of the simpliest way out. " army ruins the guys. we get allowances from nsf, for not using our brains. for allowing ignorant people to think earning money is easy. for me, i am starting to earn as much as i can although i have been asking myself sometimes. what for accept so many tuition assignments if i end up having so little time for play? yes. true. but now, having fun doesn't seem to be longer in my main priorities list. have i grown up? or just trying to fill the loneliness in my life? nah. i am just plain lazy.
