sorry for not updating for the past 1 week. who cares anyway. nobody reads the blog except myself. :p ha. such an eventful week. nicoll highway's collaspe is saddening, seeing how traumatising the families of the few unfortunate victims who died, i seriously sympathise them. i can't imagine myself in their shoes. really CAN'T. life is just so fragile. anything can happen. i have learned to accept this cruel fact. i can blog at this moment, but at the next moment, i might be gone. * touch wood* death is just so pre-destinated.
spent a bomb on my car again. feel satisifed more than foolish. ha. so tired. feel so drained out still. i need to recuperate. have been teaching tuition everyday except on days when i have lifeguard duties.
anyway, lifeguard duty is fun :) enjoy rotting under the sun. enjoy ramming the boat at high speed. enjoy seeing how the trainees beamed with envy whenever i drive past them. enjoy the fact i am wearing singlet, shorts and slippers when others are wearing long 4 and WET boots. ha. time flies. i was like those trainees like half a year ago. it feels like yesterday. i once was so envious of the lifeguard. i once was so envious of the instructors who get to eat at the cafeteria. i once was so envious of the carefree life everyone in the camp seems to have EXCEPT for us. NOW, i have all. YET i feel nothing.
