i never really excel in ANYTHING. Even swimming or waterpolo, i never seem to be better than my formation team mates. yes, i can swim better than the average, but i feel i am one of the slowest, one of the weakest among the best. i hate that. i feel lousy sometimes, though like what many people say.. i always walk around with confidence.. or to be mean, arrogance, i realise i am actually quite passive. i don't really think i am GREAT. i always think i sux. In fact, sometimes i feel inferior. i can't seem to do better than the BEST.. sad thing, but yes its the fact.
BUT, i never lament about the flaws i have, although i do hope i can be the TOP in something, such as waterpolo, swimming or whatever la, but i can't seem to find any talents in me. pathetic, but yes. haha. i always manage to get to the formation team, but it just isn't glorious not being the BEST in the team sometimes.
whatever, some things are just... so helpless.
