nowadays, i always get really high when i goes clubbing. Its either I have an extremely low alchohol tolerance level, or I just wanna get high. Come to think of it, getting high is a good excuse to do anything you want yet didn't dare to do, such as telling somebody off, dancing at the platform, approaching pretty girls, blablabla. but at the end of it, everything just turns out meaningless for me. I don't like the idea squeezing through crowds, especially when the crowd consist of majority guys, and bumping onto extrememly "high" people who just can't control their movements. Maybe, i should just quit clubbing. Indeed, its fun at times, but still, its more of self-denial, and like one of my friends say, self destruction. Everyone knows that, but youngsters just wanna club. Same for me. I wonder why.
