its just so impolite to ignore people's message in msn or even sms. At least bother to give a reply " sorry i am busy " or whatsoever to let your friend know you are alive. what is the use being online and not responding? And if somebody send you a SMS, simply ignoring the message is just the wrong thing to do! wth. i can't believe such people exist, and guess what, the person i am complaining about is myself. i realise how "aloof" i am. sometimes, i just can't be bothered. i better change, because i hate being ignored. i do. so my christmas resolution is to start replying to people's messages! ha.
i realise the new year is gonna come soon. time flies. really. 7+ months before i ORD. i still remember the new year resolution i made this year. it doesn't feel far. at this point of time, i love the way time flies. staying in army is just too stressful for me. i need a break. i wanna go back to my mugging life.
to people who are reading my entries, i thought i said my last entry was 2 posts back? why are you still reading my blog?! ha. read whatever you all want. i am just too bored. and i am blogging just to pass time!
every men is greedy. prove me wrong. i confess i am not easily contented. its useless telling myself how fortunate i am. somehow, if one feels contented too easily, there will not be significant improvement. i wanna work towards my goals. but, what do i actually want? i had a long talk with my brother today. truly, everybody has different priorities in life, and different opinions of viewing stuff. its just so challenging sometimes pleasing the people around you when everybody is so different. i realise life doesn't evolve all around you. its time for me to start thinking of how my dear ones feel than how i myself feel. love yourself, but love others too.
these days, i feel so taken advantage of, not in that way of course. so busy in camp. did many things yet the slackers get awarded as well. i don't feel good. i am pissed off why fuckers who put in 2% effort get the same reward as the rest who put in 95% effort. They are so thick-skinned, so shameless and so lack of integrity. pathetic bunch of fools. but thank to my dad's advice, i feel a lot better now.
Be glad you are stronger than the rest. Be glad you have work to do. Be glad you are gaining what the rest are not gaining. Be glad people are not putting as much effort as you do. Be glad for all the experiences gained from doing more work. Be glad you are the winner while they are the losers.
