Friday, November 04, 2005
.losing it.
scrolling down my msn, seeing my list of friends increasing from 70 people to the now 300 people makes me realise if having so many friends is really necessary? How many of them do u actually talk to? How many of them do u actually feel are your friend?
In the past, having only 70 friends, its hard to miss out anybody. But now, as the list goes longer, it is not surprising that u start missing out on some of yr friends whom you use to chat a lot with. You forgot their existence. You are only concerned over new friends. And you never know they are still around until they say "hello".
My life has been great. Conversing with my friend today, I realise I had quite a fulfilling life in Uni. I tried out scuba diving, sailing, windsurfing, frisbee, performing and many many more. Of course, i got to know great friends whom I can share problems with, and to have fun with on days like on Halloween Day. I am proud to say I have a fair share of fun and stress. I am happy with it.
Right now, I am so pressurized over my comms presentation. I know it's impossible to be the best presenter overnight, but at least I know I tried my best. I have never been so hardworking in my entire life before, I promise. I studied for quizes as if they were major exams. I panicked when I do not understand my work. I can mug till 7am and not realise it is time to sleep. Marvellous.
But, trust me. I still value my old friends. My pri/sec school friends whom I grow up with, my JC classmates who love me for who I am, and many other friends I knew along the way!
And now, I am going back to my comms speech. :)
floated away at
12:30 AM