Friday, January 27, 2006
.in a daze.
once again, i am sitting here trying to blog.
i closed my eyes, and i nearly dozed off. i love the song i am listening to right now. While listening, i drifted away for a while...
i guess i am just tired. Trying to put up a brave front, taking up many jobs to keep myself occupied, and facing many problems i am having myself. i know i need no break. i have what i want right now. space.
however, there is just some hidden element that, i feel, is going to strike anytime. i just need to be warned.
so listless. so confused. in a daze. i can't seem to focus these days, ever since school term started. i thought i would be able to keep my momentum going. i thought i would be a happier person this term. i thought 2006 would be a better year. i thought i could finally.....
i thought.
plain nonsense.
i dón't feel things are going on smoothly for me.
i just wanna stay home. i need a good sleep.
i have many goals, but nothing is fulfilled yet. it's not even close.
i have so many thoughts, so many dreams. i just can't bring myself to mention more.
good night.
Don't worry. I am not giving up. (:
** Z, P and F, I apologise for the last minute decision to stay at home and zz. I am really tired. really.
floated away at
11:36 PM